Here in Kenya
Here I am in Kenya. I've been moving around so much these last few weeks, and not to mention the inaccessability, its been nearly impossible to get around to a new update. But here I am. Unfortunately, its looks like I won't be able to update with pictures for an indeterminate time, but someday I will get them up here.
Its been an amazing past few weeks here in Africa. We've been working in small villages doing house to house visits. But mostly working with AIDS orphans and doing practical work painting a new clinic. We've spent a lot of time speaking at church gatherings. And wonder of wonders, I'm working through my deep fear of public speaking. Which leads me to the knowledge that it is God speaking through me, because I could never do it on my own. It's been awesome to be able to share with the people here of the hope they can have in God's provision. We are working in areas that have next to nothing, and it blows us away how they have such hearts for hospitality. When we leave their villages they give us their best glass bowl as thanks, or eggs or fish they've just caught and we know that they cannot afford it. And a lot of these foods are all they have for that day or more. It's heart wrenching and shows me something we westerners could definitely learn from.
People I've met here have really spoken and blessed my life even more than I could have hoped to bless them. I've just returned from Mbita in Lake Victoria where there is a YWAM base that is running a school on environmental and resource awareness and stewardship. Here they are teaching the local populace and foreign students the calling God has given each of us to be stewards and caretakers of the earth He has given us. Most people in the more impoverished nations have a hopelessness and apathy towards environmental awareness, not to mention no economical resources to do much even if they wanted to. And among the Christians even there is an apathetic attitude that "God's promises of paradise are in Heaven, so we are content with the poverty and conditions we are in here" But many are seeing the small things that can be done there on the base in Mbita just by boiling all water before drinking or cooking. Not throwing garbage everywhere, but collecting it in bins. (Unfortunately, they burn it from there, but its a start, as it keeps it off the streets and out of children's mouths.) There is a mistaken idea in these nations that they have no trees or healthy flora because there is no rain. In fact, people cut down trees to make coal to be used for cooking, etc. And they are being taught that there is in fact no rain because they have not been allowing their trees to grow! It's confusing logic for many, but they are seeing the proof in places where environmental action is taking place. International groups are coming in with new methods of cooking, ie solar cookers (a simple piece of foil covered cardboard) to replace the use of coal and subsequent loss of trees and fresh air. It's been awesome to see how God works in not just the spiritual, relational realm, but also the technological for the betterment of all mankind. We have all been learning how God had never planned for any of His creation to suffer in poverty and disease. And He is bringing such awareness, health and blessing to those who have chosen to follow Him AND His ways. Many lessons I myself will be taking home with me and putting into practice.
I'm in Nairobi today, been given the day off to relax as it's my birthday, not telling how old! So if you don't know, too bad eh!
One of the biggest lessons God's taught me here is humility. Anyone who knows me knows how I love fitness and have a 'pride' when it comes to my physical strength and love of physical labour. Well, some of you may have heard that I injured my lower back in South Africa. I had to be treated both medically and by chiropractor for a week. And I was only permitted to continue on outreach on the conditions of NO heavy lifting, bending twisting or any even remotely strenuous activity (not even sweeping a floor!) Pure torture, especially with all the awesome opportunities I've had to help build, paint, clean in the villages! I wasn't even allowed to carry the small child that begged for me to carry her as I walked through one village. I became so discouraged, as I've quite often felt my 'gift' was my physical strength. Maybe it was, but God used this opportunity to show my how I'd become prideful in it, sometimes showing off a little too much and He allowed me to become weakened while He spoke to my heart on it. It's a month later. I still can't work quite as hard as I'm used to, but I laid it at His feet and allowed Him to show me other areas He has gifted me. Especially areas I was resistant to being used or gifted in like public speaking. And so turned my heart to embrace opportunities to share publicly. Now, I am pain free. And even those day long, bone jarring bus rides we've been taking on a weekly basis have not affected me. And the doctors were certain those alone would send me home. I am healed and able to work again, but I've learned from this experience that God chooses and uses my gifts, not me. And I am to respect them and never to boast in them. Praise His glorious name!
Our outreach plans have been changed due to unforeseen circumstances. We will not be going to Ethiopia now because of political uprisings and rumours of civil war breaking out in the city we were going to be in Addis Ababa. So through much prayer and listening to God's voice, we've determined we are to stay in Kenya for one more week then Go to Egypt early and spend 3 weeks there instead of the 2 we had previously planned. This presents new obstacles in our itinerary, but we are relying on God to show us the areas where He would have us work and minister. Really its quite exciting to be able to witness God's provision in this way! Something I learned during Faith week back in school. It seems so long ago!
We've spent a lot of time living in small villages tucked away in the jungles of Uganda and Kenya. Very primitive concrete buildings with no electricity or running water, not even a well, just Lake Victoria. (You know those pics of African women and children carrying everything from food to firewood to laundry on their heads? Its for real) The ahem 'toilet' consists of a square 6x8" cut in a concrete floor over a hole in th ground. 'Showers are cold lake water splashed over oneself from a basin. An awesome experience that makes me realize just how spoiled I am. I've really enjoyed every moment of it.
God has been showing me how He plans to use my dreams and giftings after I finish here. I can't go into detail at this point. But it's amazing how God commands us to lay down our deepest desires and loves at His feet in the process of making him truly Lord over oneself. Then how He takes those dreams and desires and gives them back to you with a new purpose for them that serves Him. Truly a blessing! I'm looking forward to my time of travelling on my own in August. I will be using this time to process all I've learned these months. And also to spend lots and lots of time communing with God and letting Him speak to me about the purposes He's calling me to. It's hard at times not to focus on the future and all I hope to do in His name on my return. But the time is now, while I am in my self termed "training ground" being groomed and prepared for that time. The lessons I've learned and relationships I'm building are priceless. I'm so amazingly blessed to be here in this continent and able to be used in these ways.
Well, that is my news for now. It is so very little compared to what I've experienced, but it's a start and I look forward to sharing so much more in the future. For now, I thank you for your patience waiting for this update, your awesome wishes and prayers (and birthday wishes!)and your love and friendship. Be Blessed!

